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I'm Carrie and I think life is fascinating.

poopoo.

I hate that I always apologize for things that don’t need apologizing

I hate that I tend to take things personally

I hate that I freak out over the tiniest, most mundane thing

I hate that my feelings fluctuate all the time

I hate that I expect so much

I hate that I’m so easily hurt

I hate that my emotions don’t cooperate with sound logic

I hate that I can’t be more like when we first started

I hate that I try to be positive but fail miserably (pun intended)

I hate that I have such low self-esteem

I HATE HOW SELFISH I AM

I hate how much I torture myself over you, you who can be so offensive, indecisive, hurtful, indifferent, blunt, criticizing, mocking, private, yet captivating and special all the same. 

  1. trexgoesrawr reblogged this from ohsoradical and added:
    Things may be real messed up sometimes Other...way when your plate is already filled...
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